"Slow down and be patient"

Feeling very stressed. I meditated on it on the subway to clear my thoughts, but I'm extra stressed, very pissy, high strung, and nervous from work. I'm not sure of my feelings for him. To my surprise, there are some people/artist did create mini-shrines of him. I found altoid travel shrine tins. Unfortunately, I have no craft or art sense, and if my mom found it, she thinks I'm a nutter for sure. -_- And I'm saving up my personal money to buy books.

But I found my sign. It's a literal subway sign. I was climbing up the stairs when there was this big sign I didn't noticed before that said, "Please slow down." To my embarresment, I realized I'm going too fast, because I wanted results. It's come from not being able to have enough time to enjoy myself. Even though time is an illusion and time doesn't not exist in spirit, but this is where my stress began to pile up. I work the last two weeks, on the Sat to pay off my credit bill. I bought a lot of divination decks, mostly Ciro's work. (I didn't have Tarot of Dreams yet! Waiting for the release of it, and Mystical Cat tarot is too expensive for me).

And I thought upon my past experience of slowing down when it comes to working with Loki as well, which by the way, we have now slow down and know each other well enough to talk to each other as friends. But by then I was ready to move on and work with someone new to expand my character.

Balancing emotions with diplomacy

6 of cups, Magician, The World, the King of Cups

6 of cups remains as feelings. It simply means innocence, friends, and affection.While the sexual attraction is very mild, he is more focus on being loving and aware for a healing change. There is peace and beauty, but there is also an unclog of emotional disatisfactions and distractions to allow the channel and flow. There is a focus on having fun with creativity and take pleasure in expressing one self in art.

Reinforce by the Magician, it's more of an intellectual friendship and studying of the magic forces of energy around us, and how to wield it correctly for a positive change.

Hmm, I'm seeing the World in my mind's eye. The World means complete, but the feeling like a journey to complete each other's life work in a way that it was meant to.

King of Cups means wise, clam, and when life gets stressful, you can count on him to reassure that life is okay. This is someone who has learn not to repress his emotions and unconscious impulses but has learned to accept and deal with them in a mature and balanced manner. There's a deep understanding of emotions and balance. The challenge is to balance emotions with science and diplomacy.

He highly diplomatic and politically correct. He has a real talent at being able to balance the needs of many people and keeps everyone working together harmoniously and productively.

Sobriety and Annabel Lee

He mentions "sobriety" and "Lee" to me. I think he meant he's meant his answer to my worries in working with him that he isn't drunk and he's quite somber. By Lee, he's making a reference to Annabel Lee, the poem that he wrote.

I like this one line that can describe the goal of this devotional shrine:

"And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me."

Altoid altars

I was looking for any Poe altars, and intuition told me to look at Altoid altars. Found some good pics. to look at.

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Raven, Roses, Keys

The following pictures captures the symbolism of my admiration of the Master's skills with the written word, the pen, the mind, the inspiration to succeed int he area of the imagination. I look for Raven, roses, keys as keywords.

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Holy de Fount @ ravenandrosearts.com




From Hidden Realm Tarot.


( Cut for the size )

The Man

I'm posting these visuals to show how I "see" the man in my mind's eye. They don't really capture his physical appearance that close, but it's the most closest thing I see in my mind's eye. In spirit, his hair is a little less curly and more downy like depicted in the following pics, to look a little more suitable for the modern ladies of today~. Both actors are different, but capture the serious, somber, moustache look, plus the fashionable, well-dressed, gentleman suit.


( The Illusionists )

( The Raven )

Vocaloid: Duke Venomania's Madness

Song video


( The madness and lust of the Duke )

#3: Love me more

[A/N: The girl is human, while our hero is a bird. Haha, I'm not ready to turn him human yet, because he is a new guardian in my life at this moment and I'm still pretty shy around him, so he wants me to take it slow.]


One day, the Rose woke up to see the Raven Lord greeting her, flapping his impressive dark plume of wings could ever flap. He gently peck on the cheek, a good morning kiss.

"Good morning." She said. "Would you like some breakfast?"

Quote the Raven, "Feed me more."

"Poor dear, you must hungry as we all do! Let's get something eat."

So to the breakfast table, where they ate together, and then Rose gets washed, dressed, and be ready for work.

It is a cold january, so the Raven, instead of flying through the chill, get snucked between her soft breast inside of her coat.

"Brrr, it's cold. Are you warm?"

"Warm me more." Quote the Raven.

To work, Rose began the day. Since frightening looking animals aren't allowed inside the building, the Raven bid Rose good-bye.

"Join me for lunch later, my love."

"See you more." Quote the Raven. And he flew off to the city, keeping note of time.

Time passes, lunch came, and Rose goes out for lunch, and the Raven lord joined her for lunch. They ate together, which is sandwhich, soup, potato chips, and coffee.

"Ah, look how time flies. I have to go back to work. I have to go." She said sadly.

"Chat with you more." Quote the Raven.

Rose said her good-byes and returned to work. When the time has come to end the day, the Raven Lord joins her again, to escort her through commute of the night for her safety. When she arrived home, they supped together for dinner, showered, dressed and goes to bed.

The Raven Lord cuddles with her on the bed, warm and snugged on the sheets. The rose soap makes his clean feathers smelled like roses.

"Good night, my Love." She murmurred happily and kissed him on the head, and said her prayer for the Lord's blessing.

"Love me more." The Raven Lord whispered and kissed her on the cheek. "Forevermore."