Lots of internal changes within you

3 of Swords, 5 of cups, 9 of swords, Death, The Wheel, 8 of Wands, Ace of Swords

There are periods of extreme loss and misfortune, but it was linked to worries, sorrow, past lives, illusions made unreal by depression, and burden made in the mind. Death comes to a full disclosure and there's a period of intense internal changes. There a sense of unable to move on, but things will turn for the better as this is a hectic and harried time, and things are happening too soon and too much for a lot of changes. Communication will start again at the right time, with new thoughts and new energy and new perspectives on the image of the Eternal Self.

Give him time, and don't jump to conclusions. He means well.

"I can function as a guide for you, but you can't hurry things. You need to stop, tune in, and listen!"

Makes an imaptience face at him. Yeah, totally didn't like waiting. Not one bit.

Hades and Persephone

Before I sleep, Edgar popped in my mind, "Do you see me as a personification of Hades and yourself as Persephone?"

What does that word means? I checked it. The definition of personification is like an incarnation and embodiment of an abstract idea or figure to represent the quality of like.

"Ah, that isn't right, Edgar because there is a small minority of people who worship the real deity and see him as a real spiritual being and entity."

I got ideas, so I created roseinhades (I never believe myself to be a godspouse of Hades by the way, but it was an interesting idea for fictional tales), just in case I thought of poems and stories that doesn't fit here. ~_~ I don't want to change and move to another blog, because I rather like the *magic* and *lightheartedness* that we share. And even the thought of sex isn't particulary idea for me. Still, even there is sex stories, it is better to be as a tale of fiction considering spirits don't have physical bodies. Furthermore, the intention was channel toward to that blog in the future.

After some thought, because I have Vincent Price's an Evening with Edgar Allan Poe on and Vincent Prince is super funny and the best actor ever with a talented voice.

"No, No, No, Rose, I meant Hades as a symbol of death and darkness within the human soul. Persephone is the flower and light that brought the change within a man." Then he smiles a beaky raven bird smile.

"Oh. OH. OH. Edgar, why you're silly?" I get it.

[Review:] Forevermore by Kristy Robinett

Sorry Edgar, but I got very high opinions and I'm a tough critic of my own person.

I really don't like the book. The book is more about the woman's journey of being a skeptic and disbelief of her own powers as a medium and psychic. Then her story of her life's journey of kids, married life, career, and then visiting old haunts and places in America and her trip to Bailtimore, Edgar's hometown help fit the missing pieces together to make a bigger picture and how they're both related in some lives.

I was bored to death of this book.

What I was looking for is channeling words from the man himself and giving lectures on the natural of the human soul, but all I find is how Edgar helps the author solve mystery crimes and death. I mean, that's great and all, and I know that probably what Edgar wanted as a career and job on the side and I do like her historical research she painstakingly research.

But I found this book very annoying for me to read. Edgar isn't kidding that he told me he was intoxicated to death, but I skipped to the end (and I'll will read the rest of it later when I'm in the mood:

( *SPOILER ALERT* )

Still, for all of it's historical facts and the trouble the author goes through to understand him, her book did spark an interest. I bought the book, because she didn't talk about him in her journal or blog at all, and this saddens me because I was looking for references and background to work with him.

My only thoughts are, "Is there more to the man than just finding dead assholes who couldn't move themselves from the Earth planes? Is there more than meets the eye to the human spirit?"

The science of the soul and consciousness

I think we came from different soul groups. Age doesn't really matter, but rather it is the purity of the source. I came from the stars, you see, and I'm very curious at the different level of souls I met by accident, by luck, by fate, and I'm curious in what I create and make the experience of it.

While psychic/mediumship and dealing with the dead is one thing, dealing with really deep intensive thought of the human psyche, the soul, and how it meld with the human body to have a human experience is something not a lot people tend to cover in this day and age.

I studied this concept in different human thoughts, ideas, bodies, religions, society in different time periods and how that past experience can effect a soul in today period to advance human consciousness and speed up the healing and lessons and wrapped as a big concept of the All that Is. Why do souls incarnate? What is the purpose of the human experience? Why do we suffer and inflict pain on each other? To study different emotions and life experiences to add the story known as the Akashic records?

It's like weaving a very large tapestry of consciousness and memories. I'm working on the science of the human soul and the mind.